mayfly, junebug

in the over a month since i last wrote, a few things have happened

June 18, 2026

sometimes i notice my involuntary bodily sensations and impulses a little too keenly that a yawn -- or even worse, a sneeze -- is interrupted // i had my bathroom patched up because i found silverfish crawling in and out of the cracks // i'm currently working on three different *types* of applications at the same time and trying not to get too burnt out // perhaps i am burnt out // i discovered that if i can't get confirmation that someone i care about isn't angry at me, i will exist in a stage of unease until i regain contact with such person. this theory was proven twice in the past month // i've been regularly playing stardew valley // i fell into a swamp while hiking and rinsed myself off in the clear waters of Lake Michigan // two coworkers my age joined my team and we are all friends now // it's officially warmed up here and it's basically now summer // i interviewed two interdisciplinary artists who are performing this sunday and i want to be friends with them!